From my heart to yours ..

First off, I’d like to thank each & everyone of you who has reblogged/liked my post.  I was completely overwhelmed the first time I posted up a blog requesting people to pray for Daddy.  Within the first couple hours, the blog was spread around about 150 times or so, and that alone overwhelmed me.  I sat in the hospital cafeteria crying to myself because all the support and care I got from those I don’t even know!  I DON’T FREAKING KNOW!  Let out their love and care.  It meant so much.  A couple days after, I posted the picture of Daddy & I .. & it’s so encouraging to see it reblogged/liked over 2000 times!  I CAN’T BELIEVE IT!  It’s such a wonderful feeling to see that the power of God’s love and our faith in Him is being spread around .. just because of a simple blog.  Thank you from the bottom of my heart, to yours.  I wish I could personally thank each & every one of you .. but I just don’t have the time right now, forgive me.  Thank you so much for all your prayers, personal messages, comments & just everything!  I want you to know, I do read them!  I sit at the hospital and check it from time to time and always find encouraging things that push me to keep going.  Praise God, you guys have been wonderful.  Thank you, so much .. thank you ..

And just to clarify — it’s actually my Grandpa.  I grew up calling him Daddy.  It’s so heartbreaking to see my mom, Mommy (lola), Inang (great grandma .. who is in a convalescent home) & Tito go through this.  My sister, dad & I + everyone else are of course affected as well .. but it’s just so heart breaking.  I mean, imagine .. living without the one you truly love?  (Speaking on behalf of Mommy).  & Losing your dad?  (Talking about my mom & uncle)  Being bedridden .. not being able to see him during his last days because you too are not strong enough (Talking about Inang .. my grandma’s mom who is in a convalescent home).  Sigh, I know this is a part of life, but no one ever said it’d be easy.  Daddy is so sick & basically .. without these machines helping him — yeah, enough said.  Don’t get me wrong though, although medically it does not look good — there isn’t anything that is too difficult for the Lord to fix.  Everything happens for a reason & He does not give us anything we can handle.  Although it’s easy for me to type what I believe, I won’t lie to you .. it is extremely difficult to cope with.  But whatever happens is God’s will. 

Thank you all again for your prayers & words of encouragement.  You each mean so much to me, whether we know each other or not.  Please do keep in touch.  Email me at b0otayx3@yahoo.com if anything is needed.  God bless & continue to keep shining.  Never give up & always give better than your best in all you do.  

Love,

Me